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2006-05-18T00:01:00.000+08:00

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this place, has been arnd for 3 yrs already.
i guess, it's really time for me to move on.

im changing, for the better, most imptly, for God.

this blog will be kept to remind me of certain.. stuffs.

1270 post. im ending it here. starting a new journey of life.

2006-05-17T23:52:00.000+08:00

relink!

this place, has been arnd for 3 yrs already.
i guess, it's really time for me to move on.

im changing, for the better, most imptly, for God.

this blog will be kept to remind me of certain.. stuffs.

1270 post. im ending it here. starting a new journey of life.

2006-05-17T21:27:00.000+08:00

ate at SUMO house. alot of crapping.
i know something which is like.. super cool!! wuhahahahs.

hmmss. i love kriss and yushan xD

2006-05-17T19:39:00.000+08:00

so cold!! wuhahahaha..
im currently blogging from the lan shop below sportslink in AMK central.
no, i didn't play. i came here to fiond the rest after studying.

i studied here too but i fell asleep while reading the textbook. slept for 30 mins. the place super comfy lah.

deng is currently on my right, and kriss is sitting next to him.
clarence and yushan are sitting behind behind us. wahahas.

lame. im hungry.

they're engrossed in their DOTA game.

2006-05-17T10:11:00.000+08:00

i didn't have enough time to finish my paper!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahaha!!

hope i can at least JUST pass. hmms..

meeting kriss and all later.
they're gonna play DOTA while me and rach study. xuan man!! I WANNA PLAY !!! HAHAHAHAS.

im hungry, im richer by $120 now. i love my grandma xD

2006-05-16T23:36:00.000+08:00

YES!!! im exicted for the upcoming cg.
with deng doing chairing (im being helpful by providing him with a chair)
faith leading games (wonder what crazy thing she's thinking of now)
keith leading praise and playing the guitar.

how can i NOT be excited!!! HAHAHS!!!

praying for CG attendance.
but it duseen really matter, shall pray harder for the hearts of the people to be with the CG. AMEN!!!

2006-05-16T20:59:00.000+08:00

“ The LORD your God is with you, he is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, he will quiet you with his love, he will rejoice over you with singing.”- Zephaniah 3:17

2006-05-16T16:57:00.000+08:00

still having fever.
but it's better now.
and thank God i managed to survive through my 2 papers today.

cudden really get any geog stuff into my head last night as i was feeling really sick.
so today, before the geog exam, i just prayed. prayed tt i would be able to answer the questions.
and then, i opened the quaestion paper and i was relieved to see the question on wet-rice cultivation and green revolution.

THANK YOU GOD!!
maths paper was not so bad either, but i think i will only get around 30 over 50.

came home after school, had lunch, left for tuition. i was feeling really tired so i left while ruiz and clarence continued shopping.

yea.

maths paper 2 tomorrow!!!

just 5 more papers! i can do it! yes..

been having this sense of lonliness the pass few days, but i know that i may be lonely but im never alone :D

words are words. what's the use of getting angry or upset over someone saying the same thing as you. this is just so CHILDISH!!! and ur being unfair to me. this is all so unnecessary.. i shall say what i like! complain all you want!!!! i dun give a heck of what you guys say abt me already. i'm letting go of the past. i dun wanna have anything to do with any of you anymore. one says tht whatever we say to each other wun be said out. it was a lie!!! you idiot!! you lied to me. im sorry to say, I HATE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!

2006-05-15T23:51:00.000+08:00

fever!!
cannot la! tomorrow exams!!! rahh.

prayer points:
1. healing
2. CG attendance. (both guys side and girls side)
3. Wisdom.
4. Strength.

2006-05-15T10:05:00.000+08:00

the saying goes:
God is never early, never late, but always on time.

today was my social studies exam.
i was pancking before the exam started because i cudden remember.

the paper came, i looked at it, wanted to give up. but then suddenly, i knew everything.

THANK YOU GOD!

cabbed home as im having problems walking. yepps. geog and maths paper tomorrow.

ALL THE BEST EVERYONE!!!

2006-05-14T20:25:00.000+08:00

i'm angry.
you idiot!!! you lied to me! dun expect me to talk to you for a very very long time!
rahhhh.

met up with my dearest kriss today. studied. den headed to meet the rest for jamming.
met umbrella on the bus den went to meet des and the rest.

today's jamming was just so great.
especially JESUS TAKE THE WHEEL!
Marcus was great on acoustic and desmond's drumming was not bad too.
jammed some PandW songs den left.

went to sr macs to grab a bite.

went to play DOTA.
i played!!(can imagine garmeng having a heart attack)
first time playing and i reached level 25! heehee.

cabbed home and now im here.
SS exam tomorrow. Pray for me!

2006-05-13T19:05:00.000+08:00

got home early today.

my sis came for service. went to bushan mrt to meet andrew and manying. saw tracie and karchian. yepps. karchian's brother was like wearing sunglasses la. hahas.

service was great. loved the drama and the hosting was great xD debbie was like so cute on stage. hahas. carissa bought her friend stephanie. lol. lunched like usual. parents came to starhub. ate ice cream. left with sis to find parents. both of us got new phones!! hahas.

yay!!!
jamming and studying tomorrow.

2006-05-12T23:35:00.000+08:00

crazy day!
i love yushan, kriss and rach.

our peak hour is 10 pm!!! LOL. did crazy stuff.

didn't town today.
had fever last night and this morning.

went to study with kriss, tiff and racd.
den headed to RC and kriss can play some worship songs on the guitar already!! x)

studied and den the brothers cam and den PM.
after PM, went to macs and then did and said alot of stuff.

had dinner and rach's mom's shop. enjoyed the day, alot!!!!

2006-05-12T00:12:00.000+08:00

God... hear my cry.

i cant go on with the changes knowing there are unsettled stuffs.

it will be the biggest regret, the sense of guilt was always be there.

God, please hear my cry.
im so desperate for you now.

2006-05-11T23:06:00.000+08:00

heyys! just got back!
morniing, saw sean chew at the void deck while waiting or my dad's car. he didn't wanna tompang. so funny.

school. english exams. mr lee, jon and vic were making me laugh.
came home to slack after school den headed to RC for cg.
joined yushan's cg.

went to study with kriss after that. yushan was monitoring us. i was struggling with AMATHS and just nice, MARCUS CAME!!! he helped me!
marcus!! i'm gonna be your number one fan on saturday. hahas.

rach's mom treated me and kriss to dinner. thanks alot shepherd!!

town tomorrow, like, FINALLY!!!! hahahas.

2006-05-11T00:00:00.000+08:00

hmms.. as deyi exams are coming, most schools are ending they're exams. rahh.

anyways...
wanna take time to thank God for the people i have been mugging with for the past 2 or 3 weeks.

yushan, tiffany, krisstle, rachel, weilun, desmond, jianzong, clarence, yeong deng, melvin, junrong, andre. yes... thank God for them for making studying so fun and interesting and most of all, thanks for the encouragements people. thank God for you guys!!

looking forward to end of year exams? hahas.

2006-05-10T23:52:00.000+08:00

some irritating irritant was at my hse just now.
that irritant is so irritating la!!!! HAHAHAHAHAS!!!!

so dumb. that irritant tried to pull me out from my chair. that irritant better watch out! hahas.

you kow who u are lar...

hmms.. exams start tomorrow!

friday no school!!
movie marathon with my sister tomorrow night!!! yayness!!!

i do what i want, i say what i want.

2006-05-09T21:18:00.000+08:00

what's the wrld coming to?

ppl cant do ceratin things cause another person wun be happy abt it.
ppl have their own free will to do and say what they want.

anyways, went to meet lun, clar, kriss and rach at sumo hse for lunch.
clar and lun were like so bad la, wantting to scold some people.
saw kar and lays at MOS and then walked to NTUC to buy things.

went to the library to study, me and lun were suffering because of amaths and kriss was like saying that she's scared to take A maths by looking at the way we suffered. lun's friend came over and he helped me with one question. we were kuku la today.

studied studied studied. den walked in the rain to the coffee shop to eat. clar didn't accept my invitation. hahas. now im home.

2006-05-09T13:32:00.000+08:00

IT'S SO HOT TODAY!!!!!!
can die man!!

first period. chinese teacher come to school so i like slept. and i slept throughout the first four periods. stanley was playing music on his phone x)

english was just filing and stuff. recess stayed in class to sleep.

EMATHS. did test. hard.. but i think i can pass. im gonna die of heat stroke. rachel and i were throwing paper aeroplanes arnd the classroom.

oh wells, gg to meet rachel to practicwe worship for CG tmrw.

2006-05-08T23:22:00.000+08:00

rahhh..

people always misunderstand me.
cant stand it.

they always think im trying to cause problems, i try my best to avoid.

2006-05-08T21:58:00.000+08:00

nice and laughy day.
school was super hot la.. crappd with rachel and her penguin.
went to meet the usual to study at amk library. des bought chocolate for me =DDDDD
well, thre was alot of crapping and laughing going on between me, kriss and clarence. wakakakakas.

went outside to talk with krisstle for awhile den talked with des awhile. i feel better today. went back inside to talk abt some stuff den decided to leave for dinner. on the way to the hawker centre talked with des abt some other stuff. yepps.

dinner with hilarious la.. clarence, demson and martin kept making fun of me and my shepherd la. wah lao!! hahas..

but we laughed ALOT!!! all of us. laugh until face red, eyes teary!! hahas.. the stupid paper chicken.

oh wells. im good!

2006-05-07T22:49:00.000+08:00

GOD!!! why ar? why are things like this now??? rahh.
it's just way too much for me.. i cant handle it anymore.
when is is it all gonna end??
i dunno how much longer i can hold on.

studied today. woke up sick and vomitted. everyone was late. not really in the mood to study.
studied with desmond and all la..

studied, at chocolate, bought bubble tea. talked with krisstle. laughed, crapped, slept, thought of alot of things. had to isolate myself for while..

the guys went to play lan. me and yushan watched. yushan lost and then found her wallet. thank God. home now.

2006-05-07T00:50:00.000+08:00

long day.

supposed to have zion meeting, den in the end dunno why dun have.
i tell you, i think service was super great la.. very applicable to me as in the sermon la.

lunch was quite weird la.
headed to RC for NE general meeting, gideon was like so crazy la.

hmms... talked with kriss abt some stuff and looking forward to seeing her tomorrow so we can talk some more.

after meeting went to eat den went to RC to study with weilun, alvin, junrong, yushan and kriss. studied one hr, slacked 45 mins. bus-sed home. tired and hungry now.

PAP won overall! wahahas.

2006-05-05T23:50:00.000+08:00

during MTL exam, workers party truck started circling arnd DEYI!
and it was so irritating, asking us to vote for them and all..

and if im not wrong, tucky shouted out the window something funny.

anyways, after school tuck was singing th cadbury song.
"wouldn't it be nice if the world was chocolate..."
and i replied yes! hehehes.

2006-05-05T22:08:00.000+08:00

last night, a divine night for me. it was just me and God.
had the room to myself as my relatives were out. they're in china now you see. so i was doing my quiet time and then suddenly, i felt that burden again. i just got on my knees and started crying and praying to God. i was disappointed, guilty, confused. i felt as if the situation we're in now is all my fault. and i still feel that way. that burden and guiltiness and on top of that the stress of exams. but i was so refreshed by God. so so refreshed.

chinese exam, i gave up on paper 2. too hard for me. during recess i was praying, and one of the part one questions were from the book aquila gave me! so blessed!! thanks aquila!

after exan went to eat wuth rach and en at sumo house. and i saw my cousin going to play lan. somebody still ask me to study hard.

went to SR macs to find yushan and krisstle, supposingly to study ended up chatting and sleeping until it was time to go for PM.

PM was super refreshing today. freedy shared a verse and i started praying and tearing cause i was just so touched by God. today was ministering.

slacked at the RC awhile waiting for weilun so that me, him, kriss, melvin and jun rong could go BCC study. studied for awhile den went to eat. talked alot, about camps! hahas. nostaliagic. and weilun!! i did go JB camp. hahahas. talked abt the dumb stuff we did...

June camp coming. standard la, me and weilun doing video but got something else exciting or us in store!!! hahas.

My sheep will be coming x)
heidi's cousin is coming and is bringing a friend. keith is bringing a mayflower girl. attendance seems good. yes. waiting for service tomorrow. just cant wait!!!

God, take the burden and guilt away. thank You.

2006-05-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

had a nice time talking to my sis just now.
we shared our lives and problems we are gg through, i gave her advice and she gave me advice.
i really wanna bring her to God!!

2006-05-04T19:48:00.000+08:00

having a really bad headache now.

hmms.. exams are starting tomorrow!!! and it's chinese paper. while most schools are having their last paper tomorrow, deyi will be starting theirs. madness. oh wells..

have been studying like crazy for the past 2 to 3 weeks and today, didn't study, spent most of the day catching up on sleep. yea..

all the best to everyone for their remaining papers!!

2006-05-04T16:28:00.000+08:00

hilarious video. some of them were singing the song last saturday in the mrt station x)

2006-05-04T15:58:00.000+08:00

done by clarence x) the study grp <3

2006-05-03T20:50:00.000+08:00

im very tired today and im having a headache now.

overslept caue of some stuff that happened last night, didn't go to school.
woke up at 12 when i was supposed to have tuition at 1230.
took my time and stuff den left for an extremely short tuition.

de left to meet the rest at bishan macs and studied for quite long.
decided to leave at around 8.

yea.. clarence, weilun, yushan etc.. dun be stressed!! relax ppls x)

2006-05-02T23:04:00.000+08:00

yesterday, me and weilun were woken up by the same thing.
the PAP truck circling our estates asking us to vote for them in 4 diff languages. it circled round clarence's school. so lame. hahas. oh wells

2006-05-02T21:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DESMOND!
and tomorrow is LINHUI's BIRD-DAY! lol. her own joke.

didn't enjoy school at all today.
was really sad and stuff den lihong gave me a "four-leaf clover" and i cried cause i was touched la. after school left immediately to meet deng and yushan at AMK mrt station and den we walked to amk macs. then clarence, des, jian zong, weilun and tiffany came. studied quite abit la. me and weilun and yushan liked talked some crap la.

den.. i recieved a message an i was super pissed la. den i replied with all my feelings and stuff and thoughts and by the time we reached s11, i just cried cause i cudden take it anymore. and weilun, clar and shan saw. and den i told them what was happening and they were like so crapy and funny and stuff and i was ok already. thanks for wanting to protect me guys x)

walked with clar to the bus stop and he said i was ridiculous. but the three of them told me something. Christians are nice and gentle people, but they should not be bullied. When they are bullied, action should be taken.

i shall settle this problem tomorrow and will first think. WWJD-what would Jesus do? but i wun let myself be bullied anymore. no more.

and guys, the 16th may thing, let it go la. hahas.
but still, thanks.

2006-05-01T21:31:00.000+08:00

crazy day. wahahas.

morning had some problems with my parents, didn't go to meet rach and all.
went to thomson to meet the others, i told them i'll be late, i was the earliest.
siew luan was there.. hehe. yay!

the rest came and we started studying. we really really mugged. den ate and lee jun came. had restructuring. x) *lameness* studied some more den decided it was finally THE TIME!

so me, clar and yushan went to buy THE THING for THE TIME and i told them this: Dettol is a blibical soap cause there's a cross on it. and then they laughed. yay!

so we celebrated, and den lamed and crapped and got kicked out of KFC. me, clar, yushan and lee jun went to Ya Kun and studied. well, i was high and crazy. hahas.

elaborate tmrw, clar wants me to edit the videos NOW!

2006-05-01T00:18:00.000+08:00

we were supposed to meet at 12.
one woke up at 1130, one at 1155 one at 1.. hahas.

studied at khatib macs with *drumrolls* clarence, yusha, deng, des, andre, junrong, melvin. yea.
did maths today. was feeling really cold and i think me and clar ate alot today. 2 packets of large fries,double cheeseburger, apple pie, cheese fries and chocolates. and he drank like 2 big bottles of 1.5 litres of ice mountain water.

we studied, took photos, lame videos, crapped and etc etc. i was lecturing andre. it was so fun! hahas. i told him if he didn't finish one question of maths he couldn't go for soccer training. lol.

arnd 7 we went to meet LEE to eat chong pang nasi lemak. there was a cat and some of them got irritated by it. went for impromptu jam. it was quite messed up and stuff. thanks for the encouragement people.

planned cg and stuff. and some other stuff. bussed home with deng and now im home. gg to conference later. sleepy now. c you!

2006-04-30T01:00:00.000+08:00

service and prayer meet was really great just now.
so touched i teared.

thank you God x)

2006-04-29T23:42:00.000+08:00

long day today and im so tired la.
after service went for "lunch."
hahas. was doing some admin stuffs and all.

den crapped alot la because of Faith! im so sad cause she's not coming camp =(
after that we studied. we really really studied.
thansk to luke x), marcus ad joseph for helping me in maths.
at arnd 7 i got really restless and started walking arnd starhub to crap.
den i got really tired and went to talk with clarence and all.

headed to PS and me, yushan, des and clar were like singing all the way.
den a few of us sat outside xbox (which closed down) and started singing worship songs. it was a nice time we had. headed back home with martin, deng, syekit, keith, des, clar, andre and xueyong. me and clar talked bout some stuff and im home now.

studying tomorrow x)

2006-04-28T20:09:00.000+08:00

went to study.
i was very very affected and i think ruiyong could tell.
i complained to him abt the journal thing and he was like so kuku la, made me laugh.
but thanks brother x)

den rachel came, and i cried to her cause i was really really really sad and stuff. and after that i felt better.

we studied in compass point. i dun like tt place.
studied with des, jian zhong and tiff.
den with rach. den she left den with jacob and rui hao.

quite fruitful la.
den rachel gave me chocos!! yayness! and i shared.

we started folding stars and heart! i know how to do already!!
well.. overnight studying at macs tomorrow !!
and service.

ARTS FIESTA!! lol.

oh yar.. tucky!! come online faster. i need to tell u something!! x)

2006-04-28T12:23:00.000+08:00

it's really too much already.
i cant take it anymore.

i was hurt once again today.
one of them actually read my journal. my english journal.
something that is very personal to me and i only allow my english teacher to read cause i trust her. and he read it!!! he read it ok. it's enough. im not gonna let them push me around anymore.

i was hurt because of a small action by a once very close friend who was almost like a brother to me. it was small thing that happened, but the impact left on me was very big. i just pretended i was ok but i wanted to breakdown and cry.

thanks to everyone who has been trying to protect me. thanks alot.

i dunno how long this is going to go on. i hope it will all end soon.

please God, hear my cry.

2006-04-27T23:38:00.000+08:00

day ended off nicely.
spent abt half an hour catching up with an old friend.
happiness.

2006-04-27T22:40:00.000+08:00

past 2 weeks have been TOUGH for me.
next 3 weeks are gonna be even togher with exams and with relatives staying over at my hse.
im so stressed out over alot of stuffs. i called my shepherd and i sort of brokedown la.
feeling much better now!!! yayness x)

school-ed today, like finally. hahas
linhui didn't come.
school was okay la.

STUDIED after school!
studied FnN only from 3 to 8.30.
quite a few people were there today.
gideon, des, deng, tiff, yushan, clarence, rachel.
alvin, wei lun, sunny, yihui joined us for dinner.
den jon quek came.

and we studied studied studied.
den, a fly landed on me. i got insecure and deng kept making fun of me. stupid guy.

home now.

had a fight with my aunt la..
she's so mean.
forget abt it.

i will be deprived of privacy for like 2 weeks.
and my mom wun let me go out and study at night!!! HOW AR!! pray for me people! oh wells, that's all.

2006-04-26T21:47:00.000+08:00

studied today!
and it was raining super hard and i was soo cold and i had no tissues. studied with clarence and desmond den yushan came later and me and her started getting crazy. and started taking photos and stuff like that. we crapped alot. left for dinner and yihui came. and den tiffy came! and yes.. we talked abt some serious stuff den started getting high and taking lots of pictures. clarence ran away with my shoes and we were playing on the escalators! lameness. hahas. overall, enjoyable day.

yushan getting bullied by that evil clarence!

racist pigs x) lol.
proof that we studied!
i'm spastic.
SA badge.
ADIDAS!
my stuff.
i love this crazy girl.
he got chopped! cause he didn't bring thermometer.
dedicated to desmond mark woo mao yuan x)

they bullied my shoes!

2006-04-25T22:17:00.000+08:00

parents are fighting again.
situation is bad. real bad.

*prays*

2006-04-25T11:30:00.000+08:00

as i was talking to yushan abt some stuff last night, i started to cry. those were tears of hurt. but slowly, i was crying because i was so so touched.

--edited--
yushan was not the one that hurt me! she was the one who made me smile.
--editing done--

the things she said to me, were just so powerful and it impacted me alot. She said this: Jesus laid down His life just for me. this proves how much He loves me. I was so touched that i couldn't stop crying. I have not cried this much in such a long time.

and then, i messaged my shepherd, and the reply she gave me, made me cry again x) i was touched by her love. last night, i felt really really loved, even one of my sheep messaged me and she told me she loved me.

Once again, thank You God.

2006-04-24T22:40:00.000+08:00

until a few days ago, i thought that nobody truly loved me and i thought that nobody would ever really and truly be there for me.
i have just been hurt one too many times and i was beginning to find it hard to start trusting people.

i didn't like to go school because of the fear of rejection and fear of hurt. i was getting hurt non-stop in school. i refused to go to school cause i know people gossip abt me. people didn't like me. except for a few. those once very close to me left me because of a small incident. i hated school.

but just a few days ago, i felt so loved. for no reason, i just felt loved. and this love, was the love from God. He loves me no matter what, no matter how i look. God loves me the MOST. nothing else can surpass His love for me. i'm His beloved child, His creation.

and the people he placed in my life. a great shepherd. a great care group. sisters and brothers in the church like yushan, karchian, des, aquila. they really make me feel so loved, so wanted. i belong. i found where i belong.

thank You God, just thank You. for everything. thanks for putting problems in my life. and from the most recent problem, i have found out who are/is my true friend.

oh yes, and thanks tucky. thanks alot. thanks for being there for me when the rest just left me. thanks for sacrificing your bath just to talk to me x)

thank You God.

2006-04-24T00:02:00.000+08:00

im so disappointed and pek chek-ed.
im ready to fail my amaths test tomorrow.

anyways, thanks yushan, aquila and des for your encouragements and and concerns.

Logarithms tomorrow, i'm not prepared.
God, i need wisdom.

2006-04-23T21:35:00.000+08:00

studied for 6 and a half hrs today.
and i woke up very tired.
im in a good mood today. just tired.

i was the first to reach macs. den tiff came and abt an hr later clarence came.
and den another hr late des, weilun, jun rong and melvin came.

yes, and we studied studied studied and stuff. talked an crapped.
went to to eat yoshinoya. deng and keith were there too.
we were plying games and den left and den crapped somemore.

home now.
studying again tomorrow.

2006-04-22T23:53:00.000+08:00

oh ya oh ya!!! b4 i ferget..

i wanna affirm pete and jon quek.
they're first time leading worship during UCTM.

i they did GREAT!!!

thank God for them.

2006-04-22T23:35:00.000+08:00

yayness!

deyi band got gold with honours and into the grand finals. but i'm totally not surprised la x) hahas. it's expected.

my guitar was spoilt. then i glued back the part after releasing the last 2 strings den the last string broke. but nvm. at least it's quite fixed.

study tomorrow. chiong chiong chiong with kor x)

something happened to my brother. i'm super worried for him now and i cried. cause there's nothing i can do about it. all i can do i pray.

2006-04-22T18:28:00.000+08:00

im super sleepy today.
although i slept at like 12 midnight.

i woke up seven times within 2 hrs last night to go to the toilet.
i was vomitting and had diorhhea.. (is tt how it's spelt)
bottom line is, horrible night and i almost cudden wake up for school this morning.
thank God rachel called me.

i think im gonna fail oral. stupid question.
went for breakfast with rach and den holy comm duties.
was crapping with aaron (misty number 2)

service. was really tired. lunched and stuff den left for UCTM. had a great time of worship den left with faith, deng, jon, pete, huitian, tracie, yea.

and i'm home now!

and yeong deng didn't see anything!!! hahas.

oh yes!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAMMIE!!!

2006-04-21T22:51:00.000+08:00

yayness!!! i'm in a good mood now.
cause i told someone something and that someone is so nice!! yayness!!
and that someone is so sweet. the way she helps me solve problems is so funny lor. cause she always very lame one. but i love her lotts.

this week has passed by super S-L-O-W.
cause many things happened. mostly unhappy, but i'm so glad tomorrow is SATURDAY!!! im not gg for SYF cause i feel like spending time with church ppl. yay!!

im gg to get a retainer. temporary metal on my teeth.

yushan's phrase for me: MICHELLE AND HER STUPIDITY!! haiz.. i cant help it la

2006-04-21T21:32:00.000+08:00

and they just walked out of my life like that.
not a word, nothing.

why?

2006-04-21T21:23:00.000+08:00

bad day. bad mood. bleaghs. dun wanna talk abt it.

just wanna say.. ALL THE BEST DEYI BAND x)

2006-04-20T17:25:00.000+08:00

IM SO ANTI-DOTA!!
to deng and des: i will NEVER NEVER play no matter what u guys say.

school started out fine la.
den something happened and i feel so guilty, but not so guilty, cause i already did what i had to do.

during AMATHS lesson i talked to linhui abt it. THANKS LINHUI!! ALOT!!
alot of crap la today. AMATHS CLASS WAS HILARIOUS!!!! laughed until i got stitches and and was tearing.

Stayed back to wathc band practice and for SLs meeting for cheers. went to eat with rach fong and den went to study at AMK macs. kar came and blessed me with ice cream.

yayness!!! that's all for now x)

2006-04-19T21:05:00.000+08:00

YES!!! church camp is coming x) YAYNESS!!
and my parents have already said i can go, provided i pay half the fee myself.
i shall bargain with them, i pay 30, mom and dad pays 30 each. hahas.

anyways, here's some info on the camp.

Venue: NUS, Prince George's Park Residence
Date: 7th to 10th June 2006

Cost (Full Time)
Special Package: $90 (before 29th April)
Normal Package: $100 (before 13th May)
Late Package: $110 (before 27th May)

Cost (Part Time)
$40 per day (before 27th May)- Normal Package
$50 per day (after 27th May) - Late Package
Overnight Stay- Additional $20

anyways, since yong kang is not gg for camp, i'm doing admin for our unit. God Bless Me!! hahahahahas.

2006-04-19T15:26:00.000+08:00

i kapok from desmond's blog!

2006-04-19T15:04:00.000+08:00

i cudden sleep at all last night.
bad night seh.

anyways, went to school, met song en at the bus stop x)
reached school slacked at the parade square.

after councillor meeting, walked up with louisa. felt as if i have not talked to her in years. yepps.
emaths, geography, chinese. all boring.

best lesson was ENGLISH i can say. ANG SB was in a good mood cause all of us passed up our wrk! yayness!!! lots of laughter during english lesson, especially arnd the areas where i was sitting.

tht's my day.

and tuition was cancelled. cause poor hammie is sick =( i'm sadded. and me and clarence were planning to celebrate her BDAY for her. anyways, GET WELL SOON COUSINIT!!!!

2006-04-19T00:33:00.000+08:00

i love class 305, therefore i'm gg to school EVERYDAY!!!
and yay! double geog tomorrow x)
craps with van, rain and tucky x)

i'm super high now la.. how ar? haahs

2006-04-18T19:27:00.000+08:00

happiness x)

i saw...
linhui, peishan, huihui, ervin, heng jie and timo at MACS!!!! yay! so happy. spent about 1 hr talking to them then went to study. den guo zhang and karchian came and the crapiness started.

me and guo zhang spent 2 hrs looking for a verse that never existed. oh man, guo zhang is lame la. karchian blessed me with chocolates!! yay.. deng kept suan-ing me.and den alvin came.

den now i'm home. that's all x)

and i saw jon quek on the bus to amk macs. he's a very encouraging brother x)

2006-04-17T20:21:00.000+08:00

thanks yushan. again.

thanks for talking to me x)

happiness inside me once again.
anyways, heidi's cousin said he dun wanna transfer grp cause we are nice and loving people. YEA! hahas. i heard it from deng! x)

2006-04-17T17:17:00.000+08:00

bleaghs. unhappiness.
never mind, pray that i'll get over it soon.

anyways, school was alright la...
thanks tuck wai for his "chocolate" and his crapiness
thanks shuwen for her chocolates
koh wei and all for their crappiness and lame jokes etc etc.
made my day!

after school, watched a part of a movie. 49 days. nice movie.
debate class was crap la. the stpid teacher. all of us got so pissed at him. thank God no more debate classes. i was so scared for JL and stanley, but in the end, the students won!

anyways.. moodless now...
i need my chocolates.

*i'm gonna find it hard to trust people now. been hurt too many times

2006-04-17T00:37:00.000+08:00

i'm tired, but i cant sleep. dunno why. actually i know why la.

to.... somebody la. aiya.. u know who u are la. hahas.

actually, i lied la, cause i dun want u to feel bad. but im actually quite hurt laa. ya. cause i've been hurt too many times already and i dunno why history is repeating itself becuase i now really find it hard to trust people laa. just gimme some time alright.

but still, as i said, ur a special case. i'll still love you and trust you as much as before. nothing will change i guess, just the "title" of the relationship we had.

cheerios!

hmms... i'm still not tired yet la. how?
i need chocolates.

2006-04-16T22:25:00.000+08:00

oh my.. i'm super lame la.
me and clarence were talking abt shaker fries.
and den he asked how long will they last.
den i said maybe abt a month.
den he said it was so short.
den i said it's ok. he can just ask for alot of the powder and bring home and den next time when there are no more shaker fries he can just buy large fries and bring home and shake.
den he sad, madness.

okaes. nvm.
xueyong was so funny today.

2006-04-16T21:35:00.000+08:00

morning. woke up 11 plus.
mom quarrelled with dad. i quarelled with mom. all's not good.
went back to sleep woke up at 2. got ready to leave the house.
went to meet yushan at bishan interchange. den went to BCC and saw des sitting on the steps. BCC was fully booked. heade to the MACS outside J8. yihui, zhiwei, hua xiang, pete, alvin were there. and some north people too.

den xueyong, deng, and yong kang came.
studied abit la, but was tired and had no mood. so talked more den study,
we said alot of stupid things la basically.

after we finished "studying", we headed to the coffee shop to eat xueyong's "bony" chicken rice. hahas. place was packed so heade to food junction to eat. zhiwei and weilun came along later. crapped and talked somemore den walked arnd j8 and left for home. yepps.

despite the happenings in the morning, i had a great day.

to yushan: heyya babe! im praying for u! yepps. dun worry or dun feel burdened cause God sure will bless you! jiayou!

2006-04-15T22:49:00.000+08:00

something funny happened today.

marcus put his foot on desmond's foot and desmond got irritated and stepped on marcus's foot which was on desmond's foot and desmond ended up injuring himself.

SO KUKU LA!! hahas

i will nvr be a drummer, can't coordinate my hands and legs x)

2006-04-15T22:03:00.000+08:00

Romans 5:8
But God demonstrates His own love for us in this way: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

This verse has been appearing everywhere since 3 day ago.
Today's Easter service was just so great.
And the worship atmosphere, i could just feel God's presence. It was so overwhelming.

Pastor Jeff preached very well.
And we saw about 10 people accepting God ito their life.
They have made the best decision.

Heidi was cute today la.
And i just love carissa and her sister, Justine.
Justine is so adorable, can't wait to see her joining us next year.

Lunched, celebrated Jocelyn's Bday. Yepps. She's also another cute one la.
Actually, come to think of it, all my sheep are cute cause i'm cute too. hehehehes.
Hmms, after lunch, everyone left, left me standing there and watching sunny, andre, marcus and desmond kicking a soccer ball arnd and asking me if they were cute. and i said, i'm cuter! hahas.

Marcus showed me magic, den there was one part were he screwed up. Den was tricking ppl with the hand game! SO FUN!! HAHAS.

Headed to PS with the NE CLs, baorun, Jolina, Cheryl and kriss.
Was crapping with yushan, des and marcus.
And marcus treated me 100 Plus. yay!

walked arnd with the girls awhile and den left to meet my parents for dinner with some friends, and once again, i banged into a glass door. oh wells, home now.

Yushan may be coming my hse tomorrow, and den off to BCC to study.
(i dunno how im gonna survive, you have to be super quiet there.)

2006-04-14T23:37:00.000+08:00

oh no!! i did the ultimate dumbest thing!

i was sms-ing kor kor, den i got hungry, so went to the fridge to get an apple. and den went back to watch tv. den somebody called my phone and i heard music coming from the fridge x) SO DUMB! hahas. yushan say i pro! i know lar.. hahas

oh wells, kor kor was touched and he nearly cried x) yay! happy people!

2006-04-14T20:21:00.000+08:00

today. was just so great. i was touched by the lives of the people arnd me.

day started off by meeting kar at amk mrt. den we headed for somerset and happened to bump into lays. went to cuppage and the rest of my grp came.

yepps. and chee kwun was able to make it for the first half.
anyways, lunched and jocelyn(PHS) joined us.

Prayed for the peopel to be holy spirit baptized.
and i was really touched by yining and jocelyn.
could really see how much they desired for the holy spirit and i nearly cried.
high praise was fun, stood at the back with dawn quek and she's so funny la. haha.

ate ice kachang with kar, yining and rach.
and karchian was calling all her friends. yea! kar chian! JIAYOU!

bussed home and now im back x)

anyways, easter harvest tomorrow.

16 for NEA2.
55 for ZION
180 for NORTHEAST!

it can be done, it will be done.
everybody! JIAYOU!!

2006-04-13T21:22:00.000+08:00

i really really really thank God for yining and karchian.
they helped me to persuade my unstable sheep to come for METAMORPHOSIS tomorrow although she has to leave arnd one like that tomorrow. but i really really want her to stay for HOLY SPIRIT BAPTISM. nvm.. at least she can come.

and sadded. heidi and carissa both got family stuff on tmrw. so.. they cant come.

2006-04-13T18:09:00.000+08:00

tuition was ok.
had swensens and was doing some retarded stuff.

so tired now. shall go and sleep.

2006-04-13T12:35:00.000+08:00

was on the phone with sui last night.
from 2 to 5.
thus, i didn't go school today.

well, i think i cried alot while on the phone with her =X
i'm glad she's ok now x)

yepps!

2006-04-12T21:19:00.000+08:00

bleaghs. so hot...
hmmms... just got back from meetin lihong and tingfong.
ate snickers so no more craving for chocolates.

went to pasar malam. bought food and sat at the void deck with lihong and we talked x)
den tingfong came and we walked one round den left for home. yepps.

rainer's an idiot.
he pulled his headset out too hard and it broke. wahahas.
gonna lend him my shuffle. yepps. see, i'm so nice.

and i saw zhen long today x) but i wussen sure if it was him so i didn't go over and say hi. but it was him! and he's coming back soon!

and talked to shawny today too! he fergot what school i'm from X( hahas.
stupid guy. he rather play DOTA den study. tsk tsk.
oh wells.

i started thinking abt something and now i'm sad.
cause what if it really happens ;(
i'm gonna talk to the person soon!

2006-04-12T18:58:00.000+08:00

fever and coughing in the morning. didn't go school x)
tuckwai called me SUMO when he smsed me this morning =P hahas.
anyways...

went for CG, was a short cg.
thank God for everyone who took time to come down and join us.
went to macs wtih rach and kar and we just talked there and stuff.

me and kar left, saw HZL at the opposite bus stop. yepps. that's all.

2006-04-11T19:48:00.000+08:00

i THANK GOD for.. well... something.
i'm so glad now.. i dun feel so terrible anymore.
thanks yushan, for KNOCKING and HAMMERING some sense into my head =D
love ya babe x)

well, guess i can say i'm alright now.

anyways.. i love 305!

2006-04-11T18:11:00.000+08:00

BORING DAY!
but at least, i got to talk to rachel alot today and told her some stuff that has been bothering me x)

well, tuck wai, rainer, bevis, hui hui didn't come to school i got no one to talk to leh. hahas! mrs ang didn't come today! it's a miracle. so was salcking with rachel den with linhui and all, planning class chalet.

assembly was boring. den watched the band perform. the colour guards were nice.

went to SUMO hse to eat. ate until very full. den me and kar went to study. i slept for like 10 mins. hahas. super sleepy. home now.

meeting lihong later!! to eat sausage from the pasar malam X)

2006-04-10T22:12:00.000+08:00

life is just really hard for me now.
i cant control my emotions anymore and i feel so lost.

i seriously dunno what to do already...
it's getting me so frustrated and sad when i know that people are slowly "leaving" me one by one. i really really feel as if there's no one there for me anymore.

i'm sorry.. i really really dun wanna go on with life anymore. i've had enough of it.

2006-04-10T18:45:00.000+08:00

just came back from studying with my dearest karchian. she very noisy lar. hahas.
went to AMK macs and it was very very cold, for me lar. and i still ate ice cream.
saw song en, darren, lina, mir and more peoplr who i dunno.

school. i was tired today, and sneezing the whole day.
i got 14 over 15 for my geography. supposed to be 15 but i missed out one point. x( but still.. YAY!
english i was falling asleep. and hui hui and bevis and peishan were not feeling well x(
most teachers got peeved off with us today.
specially mr tan and mr ang.
mr tan scolded me today when i didn't do anything lor.
i was doing my wrk, and den he came up to me and said: you are a councillor, you're supposed to set a good example for the class. den i said: but i didn't do anything. and he just stared at me. it's like.. what la. i didn't even do anything.

anyways. recess, i stayed in class to sleep. SS, rafi got PO-ed at us too. and VE, mr ang blew up cause the class was messy, and den he just pushed joel's table and it fell over. and joel got angry, but for awhile only. and jinleong was like so cute today la.

AMATHS in the morning was funny. me and linhui were like laughing at something.

left with hui hui and went to meet kar. had a nice time talking to her x)

2006-04-09T22:08:00.000+08:00

just got back home.
went to study at ank macs with yihui, tracie, seepeng, pamela.
pamela left, karchian came. den deng and keith and we got all quite crazy. x)
C-O-C-O-NUT!!! COCONUT!! hahas.
tracie is crazy la.
me, keith and deng shared fries. well.. i paid, they ate.
studied for awhile den we decided to leave.

walked arnd central with kar, seepeng and yihui.
we got crazy and kept laughing la.
got big plans for camp x)

didn't feel like gg home so i went back to amk macs to meet kor kor x)
wanted to study but ended up slacking for 2 hrs and freezing and eating ice cream. talked bout some stuff la and my eye was itchy the whole time. walked to some far away land bus stop to take bus. haha. home now and tired

saw a few ppl i know today: gary(my cousin), daniel, shyarif, nicholas, ray, liang chi, leonard, tuckwai. (all guys leh!!) hahas. schoool tomorrow.

2006-04-09T14:35:00.000+08:00

softball training was slacky. had fun with shauna x)

i dun feel like going on with life anymore. i feel like throwing everything aside.
i feel like.. nobody's really there for me.
things have changed. they've really changed.
relationships with other ppl have changed as well. some good, most bad.
and i know i'm drifting away from some people and i dun want this to happen.

i'm super stressed out now. with stuff like loadds of test, teachers pressurizing us, my coursework, tuition, ministry. i dun even have any real time to myself anymore. and why must i always be the one to change my timetable to suit others. arghssss...

i know i shouldn't be complaining abt this, but i think some people have just been PLAIN UNFAIR to me. they never about how i feel abt certain and stuff and etc etc.

i'm just so... burdened, troubled, lost, confused.
i really dunno what to do anymore.

God, show me the way.

2006-04-08T22:19:00.000+08:00

tired sehhh...
linhui and rainer pang seh-ed me.
but met up with rainer after that.
thanks dude x)

cabbed down to PS to meet rach and faith.
headed for PM!
heidi brought her cousin today x)
service seemed long but actually it was very short. i was just very very tired.
heidi and carissa are noisy lah. hahas.

heidi's cousin converted. thanks deng =D and cong too.
lunched. was crapping with heidi!
collected RC fund.
louis folded his $2 note into a very small heart and said that he was giving money from the heart =.=

headed to RC for dctm.
was fun lar.. had great time of worship, sharing, hearing testimonies.
karchian.. you've grown alot x)

LAYS IS SICK!!! i miss hearing her voice.. hahas. get well soon lays.
slacked for awhile den decided to leave. went to S11 to slack with des, ruiyong, marcus, joseph and yushan. some others were there too. we talked and crapped alot and rachel went: marcus, is your nose ok? inside joke. those who know, know. wahahahas! and keith malu-ed himself.

den on the way to our destinations, i wanted to tell shan and keith something funny. den they dun allow lor. dey keep talking to each other. den i wanted to tell marcus but den dey also keep talkign to marcus. DESMOND IS NICE x) he listened to my story. HAHAS.

ate with yushan, rach and zixin. very full. den took bus home, saw luannie and we talked and i'm home now.

tired yet fruitful day.

2006-04-07T22:02:00.000+08:00

i didn't post this just now, so tuck wai was sad. tuck wai! you happy already???

hahas. dun be sad anymore. and yes, i'll CHEER UP =)

had the toughest dinner of my life. the meat my mom cooked was super tough. hahas. and i took like 15 mins to just consume one piece. hahas.

AMATHS lesson tomorrow morning.

LINHUI!!! please go... dun pang seh me and leave me alone with the DOTA freaks and the "Others" (sounds like LOST.. HAHAS)

yay! and we're gonna take crazy photos on monday!!! wheeeeee.

2006-04-07T19:43:00.000+08:00

tired day.
went to school was sick so didin't do aces.
my god brother (david) is having a fever la!! oh dear..
do take care david x)

FnN was ok la. not bad. went comp lab to do coursework.
had chocolates for recess and was crapping with ivan, ben and fadzli.
ivan so mean la! hahas. but what happened was funny.

EMATHS.i failes my test.
chem was slacky.
after school i found out something super shocking la, and now im very burdened. why must they do this??

jui hsin is super cute la. during FnN he was in a world of his own. he was like rolling the chair all over the room and was dancing at the back of the com lan towards the end of the lesson x)

went to j8 and rach was late but i saw my sis and we walked arnd j8 together and had lunch together with rach. headed to my sheepmate's hse to watch corpse bride. watched half den left.

i went to rainer's hse x) yay! gg to play CS with him tomorrow after AMATHS lesson. he rocks! and his house i super neat la. lol.

that's my day.

2006-04-06T22:16:00.000+08:00

wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i'm quite stressed now.
got alot of things to do and i'm really really tired and im really not feeling well.

have been doing my FnN coursework since 7.30pm.

and i'm really really angry now. but controlling my anger. im just anry at someone la. i cant stand it anymore. they just DUN CARE.

mentally, physically, emotionally drianed. SPIRITUALLY REFRESHED!

God, strengthen me.

2006-04-06T18:45:00.000+08:00

school was like super sian today la.
i got detention but i postponed it.

hmms. chinese lesson was like what la.
the teacher kept "shooting" hui hui!
and heng jie and ivan were like trying to defend her cause hui hui didn't do anything wrong. it's like the teacher is so bias la....

woohoo! i passed my physics test x)
and mr ang said i improved. didn't pay attention during the rest of the lesson.

didn't do PE.
RECESS. with the usual people.
AMATHS! me and linhui didn't know anything la.
second period mr lee used one period to lecture us.
third period was at anoter classroom. i dun mind la.

VE. was folding paper cranes x) jui hsin took my nano and started singing. hehes.
jonathan and tuck wai were like so cute today la.. they were using clips to clip up their hair.

ain't he cute?? NO!!!

hahas. anyways, yeong deng and kor kor said that i'm silly x) hahas. lihong said i was sweet. LIHONG IS CUTE!!!! wheeeeee...

LINHUI!! GET WELL SOON!!

PEISHAN!!! CHEER UP x)

RACHEL!!!! you feel clean yet? (ya know what i'm talking about)

anyways, rainer asked me to go play LAN with them. sorry dudey, had to reject cause i had tuition! saturday alrights x)

2006-04-05T23:41:00.000+08:00

http://kevan.org/johari?name=michelleBLISS

hey hey ppl!! do it for me x) thanks!

2006-04-05T22:58:00.000+08:00

i tested out all my guitar picks just now and i've decided that my favorite one is the soft orange one that krisstle gave me. x)

anyways... i was very happy to see LIHONG in school today x)
and lihong, i promised i wun pon school that often. yepps =D
yepps. I LOVE LIHONG ;)

note to self: marcus owes me chocolate, desmond owes me a lollipop, i owe lihong chocolates =D

2006-04-05T16:44:00.000+08:00

i love LIHONG.

i love PEISHAN.

i love HUI HUI.

i love LINHUI.

i love RACHEL.

i love SHUWEN.

i love VANESSA.

hahas. i love them all. they sure make my school day fun. plus people like tuckwai, rainer, kohwei, ting fong, bevis.. etc etc. basically, 305 rocks!!! x)school was actually not bad today.
but i was tired and my stomach was really hurting me.

started out with EMATHS. it was ok la... and peishan bought RUFFLES for everyone to eat x)
double geog. did grp wrk with vanessa, tuck wai and rainer. we want MR GOH to come back and teach us. better then that ZOOKEEPER!! bleaghs! and den so funny lor, actually it's me and tuckwai decorate the piece of paper. den miss then asked who was the one who decorated, and VANESSA ad RAINER lied and said it was them. PUI!! hahas. but still, they rock! double chinese... SIAN AR!! recess i did my english and den was double chem. also SIAN AR!! english class was the best la! we crapped for one period with mrs ang about HAIR!! and we started making fun of mr lance(our debate instructor) and his hair!! hahas. super funny lar. vivagen said something like when he shook mr lance's hand, it was like shaking a tree. and den at first somebody said something that didn't make me laugh. but joel started laughing and den i started laughing at the way he laughed. joel is cute larr. lols. hahas. FnN went to com lab to do our coursework. it was ok la. den rui hsin very automatic. i went to the canteen to buy food and i left my nano on the table and den when i came back it was gone. and den rui hsin was using it. listening to hillsong and singing SALVATION IS HERE and now im addicted to that song. yea!

CTM with faith and rach after school. went to see the dctor and i should be ok after taking the course of medicine. yepps x)

*peishan and shuwen: hope u guys are ok =D

2006-04-04T22:13:00.000+08:00

i think im having more then gastric flu.
cause i did eat all my meals today at the right time.
but my stomach still hurts. waiting for my parents to come back and to see what they say.
in school it was quite ok, not very pain.
but then while walking home it suddenly started to hurt alot.

and i finished my medicine already.
peoples, pray for me =D
thanks.

2006-04-04T15:42:00.000+08:00

im so so tired.
reached school later den the usual time which i dun mind. yepps.
shuwen gave me biscuits =) i love her loadds.

chinese was super boring la.
physics. i didn't study but thank God i knew how to do all the questions.
i think i will get around 20 plus marks over 31.
SS was crapping all the way with the ppl sitting arnd me. super fun. den english was boring.

EMATHS was a killer la.. i really hate drawing graphs. assembly was abit gruesome.
did EMATHS test after school and i think i wun do well. went to eatat canteen with hui hui and rach. was crapping alot. left school with rainer, rach and hui hui and got caught in the rain.

oh man.. my stomach really hurts alot now. dunno why. arghs..

tomorrow's wednesday, my most hated day cause everything is double period.

anyways.. HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN TO CHANTELLE x) love you girl.
and happy birthday to ruiyong and aaadeline also x)

2006-04-03T20:53:00.000+08:00

i'm very happy that i came upon this pic i took on saturday.
Jian Cong too stress liao. he thought the ipod nano was a phone. HEEES.

2006-04-03T19:18:00.000+08:00

i think this is exactly the phone i need. hahas.. actually, i think i just need the sensor. i need a built-in sensor on my forehead to prevent me from bumping into things. hahas.

lesson learnt on saturday: never PUSH a door when it says PULL. especially when there's alot of people you lnow around you.

2006-04-03T19:01:00.000+08:00

i didn't go school today.
cause im sick. -duh.

yepps. got an injection for my stomach last night.
and im feeling better.

woke up at 1.45.
chatted with desmond online for awhile.
had my lunch, used the comp.

wanted to go Jared's hse today.
but just as i was gonna step out of the hse,
it started to pour. so sadded.

anyways, downloaded lots of songs and edited alot of pics. yepps!

2006-04-02T18:12:00.000+08:00

michelle is quite sadded.

her kor kor is down with high fever :(
she got big black eye bags :(
her stomach hurts. alot :(

trusting in God fo His healing touch.

2006-04-02T14:40:00.000+08:00

just some pics from the past 2 weeks.

jon, keith, cong, deng, rach, faith, me, yihui, lays, tracie and huitian at TCC ;)

us again + yong kang, pete, pamela and minus faith. taken yesterday after passion meeting.
TCC's plate.
TCC's oreo cheesecake. yums.
TCC's Napkin.
deng's SHARK hair.
all of them have the same pose. look at the waiter behind!! taken by keith.

2006-04-02T01:43:00.000+08:00

i malu-ed myself so many times today!!! oh my gosh!!

first: i banged into a rubbish bin on the streets of orchard.
second: i banged my head against a chair in nexus and yeong deng laughed at me.
third: i almost tripped in s11 and desmond saw.
fourth: the door at the mrt station says pull and i pushed. and alot of ppl saw.

i think hor, if i one day dun malu myself i wun feel satisfied.

*not to self: desmond owes me a lollipop, marcus owes me chocolate.

2006-04-02T00:33:00.000+08:00

now it's 12.24 pm.
but let's just say it's till saturday. yepps.

was really tired today.
3 hrs of amaths. can die man...
went service and rach, faith and guihao tricked me.
but it really lightened up my day.

stood with kar durin PnW. was super high. den worship was so great.

after sevice headed for lunch woth my cg and den sheryl's friend lester is a nice guy ;)

played xbox and den passion meeting.
had deyi unite after that.

left for home with des, xueyong, garmeng, stephen and marcus. wah!! i paiseh myself. and marcus talks too much. haha!!! OH WELLS..

i wanna affirm peepsbut will do it later.. uploading songs into my nano ;)

2006-03-31T20:49:00.000+08:00

my stomach really really hurts.
trusting in the Lord for his healing touch.

went to AMK central with my mom today.
yepps. den went to meet rach and we went to evax but dun have deyi sec one.
cong, yihui and zhiwei came later. den we headed for PM. was feeling very stony. yea.

that's all.
thanks martin for the TYSs.

2006-03-30T20:35:00.000+08:00

after tuition, i had the sudden urge to play lan.
but because of some reasons like:
-i was in my school uniform
-i had no money.
-i was super sleepy.
-and mr rainer only relied me after they finished playing.
BLEAGHS!!! BOO RAINER!!! hahas. joking.

2006-03-30T17:39:00.000+08:00

oh yes oh yes..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YUSHAN!!!
yea.. i love ya babe!!
thanks for everything =D

2006-03-30T17:28:00.000+08:00

so unfruitful today.
adeline rejected me, went to 104 and helped to settle some problems and i didn't share Christ. wah lao!! hahas.

oh wells. school was sleepy today. started off with writing chinese compo in MTL class. den physics which i so wanted to sleep but mr ang wudden allow. PE was fun! but after awhile i was so hungry and my legs hurt.

recess-ed.
i loved amaths!! had fun with linhui, rainer and tingfong!
and the sky is gg to fall cause today ting fong told the class to study and not play!! hahas.
yea!!! i know where rainer's weak spot is!! he's such a dumby la. hahas.
stanley was mad today. but amaths lesson rocked!

VE. was talking abt the past, mostly abt leonard and my sec one class. hilarious seh! lol.

tuition. was ok la, im gonna pass my amaths! yes, i will!

2006-03-29T18:27:00.000+08:00

day started off well.
just that sec 3 councillors were asked to get into pumping position.
was so tired during emaths and geography. had no time to finish geography test but i knew the answers!! chinese i was so tired la.

chem was not bad.. had lotts of laughs. english was so boring la.. me and kohwei were having headaches and since we sit at the back, we were feeling so hot and tired. FnN sucked la. day ended off in a bad mood. emaths remedial den left to meet faith and sheryl.

not fruitful.
only one contact.

walked home from mrt station.
saw the anderson guys and jiancong at cheng san cc.
so tired now.